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Doc Savage · Joined: 16 Dec 2009 Posts: 56 Location: Adams, Wisconsin

Hello again Ken...Thanks so much for the speedy acceptance & reply...There are many topics I can post & testify to...After watching your videos & listening to you on U-tube, I hope one day soon I can fellowship with all of you in person...One problem I have is the VA Hosp has me on so many meds I can drive no further then an hr from home, which is in Adams, Wisconsin, in the boondocks...When I learned that my time in this world has been shortened by man, God opened my eyes to something that makes my time here so precious...And that is flying my PPC...It seems to be it gave me a purpose to live for again, although I flew in the 60's in the army not as a pilot, but Slar radar operator, I spent a lot of time in OV1B's, Mohawks, twin engine turbo jets, & we did run SLAR in country...(Side Looking Airborne Radar)...So many stories to tell, & so hard to find where to begin...I have a big heart, & have had it crushed every time I ever believed I had found true friendship...I've almost given up on man, & fellowship with God every day I wake now, & through the day...I'm not a big reader, & have problems when reading anything much longer the a paragraph...Physically many things wrong, & brain tumor on the pituitary gland among many other debilitations doesn't help...I believe in Christ with all my soul, all my heart, & all my being...I fear not when he calls for me, but look forward to the day I can be by his side...I learned very quickly & very sadly in the 60's that the only mistake God ever made is that which separates us from the animal...Yes, a so called brain to think & rationalize with...That, I've always tried to use to share the spirit of the Lord...In order to survive I had to learn to shut down that part of my brain, & live as an animal for 3 years...It haunts me to this day,and so many times I tried to lay my burden at the cross, but still end up carrying my own...There was a time many decades back that I coded, & at that time Jesus called...He said to me by my name, Marc all that I show you & all that you see is waiting for you, but you can not come to me in this way, so I have to send you back, & be righteous in all you do...I will always be there for you...I can tell you what he showed me on the other side of a Golden Fence that I looked through...It is actually that place where the Lion sleeps with the Lamb, & awaiting for me is every pet, & every animal that Noah led to the Ark...When I return there it will be as a Shepard, & a very large flock I shall have...It is so nice to meet all of you, & if possible would love to fly with you if the opportunity ever arises...In the end our time here is like the turning of a page, but while here it can at times seem eternal, when your load becomes too heavy...I pray that the light of God shines here, & true fellowship in this world can be found here...
Thank You,
Marc Bialeck

fedesco · Joined: 09 Jul 2008 Posts: 246

Hello Brother Marc Bialeck,

Thanks for your wonderful and well worded story and when I was reading it tears set in my eyes with all that you have gone through but one thing I want you tonote God loves you and that is why you are alive.

You have more years to live and if God wwere notwith youby this time you are gone but God is keeping you alive and you have many more years to live .Your story give me hope and I just want to say thanks so much and thanks for writing that great story.

Youare the best writer and Iam praying foryou and I do know God will make away as long as youlive please keep on loving God because he our hope and he donot leave us and he always with us.

Meanwhile, men will say we can not make it, Doctors will say we have few months or years to live but our Kings of Kings the manwho made all things our God when he speaks no body talk, our God is able and he has done many and he will always be with you.

Thanks for your wondertful story and Iam proud odyou and your story give me hope and it makes me to know that I will make it and indeed God has a plan for us, Jeremaih 29-11, and with God all things ae possible Mark 10-27.

Can you try to wrote more?It made my day andIhave to appeal to the cafe owner to give metime just to say thanks for sharing your life with us andmany more thanks.
God bless you.
Fedesco

Doc Savage · Joined: 16 Dec 2009 Posts: 56 Location: Adams, Wisconsin

My dear friend, first many thanks to the cafe owner for the time he allows you...May God Bless him...I presently do not know how to post pictures here like you have...I'm 61 & only wish that I had met you 20 yrs ago, when I could have come & helped you to rebuild...I feel so badly that financially I am not in a position where I can help, & even tho money is the root of all evil, after I get my disability check monthly, I have to be so careful how I spend through the month...Only God knows the truth & strength I speak of, for 20 years ago I had the inner strength of Demetrius, & felt I could have also pulled the pillars of the Colosseum down...I know of the bloodshed & pillaging and the sinful terrible things that have happened in your country...I have never held a color barrier in my life, nor a religious barrier... My wife of 32 yrs has been my secondary strength to go on from the time she first met me when I was drinking a 1/5th of vodka a day...After several years I looked deeply into her eyes as we were talking & saw something I through my drunkenness I had never seen before.I asked her if she'd marry me, & she replied if I remember what I had just said & ask her again sober in the morning she'd answer...Well Fedesco, I remembered & asked, & we were shortly after married, & gave up all drink at that time...The time I spent in the Army had effected me so badly that the first thing I did when I got out was to go directly to a Dr to have a vasectomy...I don't regret it to this day, for the world I see through my eyes is a world I would never want to bring a child into...I had 2 wars to fight the entire time I was in the service...It's ironic, but I always looked upon religion as a faith & not a culture...My wife is Catholic, & I am Jewish, & no religious boundries could ever keep our love apart...I accepted Christ into my life at a very early age, & always condemned the Jews of the time whose eyes were made blind to the truth of Christ being our Messiah...I have in my life come very close to feeling the pain that God the Father felt when he had to leave Christ to the hands of the Jewish barbarians of that time, & the Romans that drove the spikes... If you have enough time at the cafe you might share this with the cafe owner, http://www.queenoftheholyrosaryshrine.com/
I stop there many many times on my way back home from the VA Hosp, shed some tears of love, pray there for all humanity, & return home...As I said in my first introduction I have a very big heart, & as many times as it's been stepped on, not even myself knows why I continue on...In the army because it said Jewish on my dog tags, I was hated from day one, & my first fight was the first day I arrived at the reception station at Ft Lenard Wood, Missouri...No need to go into the profanity, even though I can still hear it to this day going through my head...Back then I guess it was a different time in the Army, & even the DI's Drill Instructor from the next platoon hazed me mentally over being Jewish, even though I always considered myself a Jewish Christian...The day we had to go through the gas chambers he came up to me & said Bialeck you ought ta feel right at home in there...Fortunately my DI overheard his comment & put him in his place...I thanked him & said it's ok, I live with it every day...To make things even worse, I grew up in Chicago, as a ward of the court, & as a child ran away from government institutions I was constantly placed in...I grew up on the streets of Chicago as a bastard, & at 12 would take jobs washing dishes, & made a home of my 1 room at the Chicago YMCA on S Wabash Ave...I had parents whop were the kind of people that were well meant for each other, but never should have had children, because they were constantly wanting us out of their lives...And this was ever since I could remember to walk & talk...It was the Korean Vets of that Era that lived on the streets that helped me & showed me how to survive...They even all pitched in at one time and sent me to a summer camp in Michigan, that was a Christian camp, & it was there at that time that I first accepted Christ...I was baptized by water & felt his warmth come over me...Fedesco, I know your sufferings over there are so much worse then mine, & I can't even compare them to your life, & your survivals...I am getting tired now, so will try to continue this again later...Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name.
Thy Kingdom come,
thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory. for ever and ever. Amen
Please God, watch over Brother Fedesco, & keep him safe from all ill doing...May you provide him with the manna & strength needed to complete his tasks for you in your name...May he see his orphanage come to be, & the children that will occupy it also feel your warmth & strength...In your name AMEN
Marc Bialeck

Doc Savage · Joined: 16 Dec 2009 Posts: 56 Location: Adams, Wisconsin

As Brother Ken said in his post, I too don't like to talk of my trial & tribulations, but if they can be of help to others, then it is worth it...I feel I was born a man, with never having the opportunity, of being or growing with a childhood behind me...OK, I have mentioned just a pittance of what surviving 3 years in this Army of our Government, has done to effect me in so many ways...As a small person of 10 yrs I called the streets of Chicago, my mother by day, & my father by night...For even at that early age, God had blessed me with the wisdom to see & know what was & is right from wrong...I tried to practice it constantly, and even though I looked through the garbage cans at night for food after stores had closed, I managed to keep myself on a righteous path that kept me from jail, & prisons, although many of the institutions I was placed in were worse then a prison...Yes, I have tasted the seeds of the Devil, & hated them, but being only mortal many times it was so difficult for me to turn the other cheek as Christ did...Rathar then go into each individual moment of sufferage in my life, I will just say that my experiences in the Army, were not much different then that of the Jews who went through the concentration camps, Visa vie, Aushvitz, Buchanwald, Dachau, & the many other hidden death camps of the Nazi Era...I felt the only thing missing was the burnt in tatoo, which I wore around my neck called Dog Tags...I've always worked hard, & most of my over 300 different employments when I got out of the service, at first earned me respect for how hard I did work & try to learn...But as is to this day, wherever I worked, eventually I would run into the same sterotype person, that was jealous of my efforts & would ride me till I broke, & either leave peacefully, or with a fight...This sterotype person that I kept running into was Satin himself, & with my hateful Army background had thoughts of fighting this Devil till the end...So I became my own Christian Soldier, & took on anyone that tried to get me to taste that forbidden apple, (fruit),
with patience & understanding, to violence in the end...This doesn't make me a better Christian, but it did make me a Christian who would pick up his sword in the name of Christ...So unless their are those of you that would be interested in all my personal battles, I will try to stop talking of them...Even the last one when I was put into Elgin State Mental Hospital,
for 3 years, and had it not been for an aid on my unit by the name of Boyd Farrow, would have been killed by another aid named Dale Robertson, who had me just 2nds from death in a choke hold, where I crapped my own pants, fighting so hard to try & breathe...No tears for me please, I'm a survivor, & thank God daily for leading my wife & I to where we now live, far enough away from people, where there can be no more hurts to either of us...If I learn to post pictures here, I would love to share with you all the critters here that God has sent me to care for...From my recent adoption of 7 Roosters & 7 Hens, to the squirrels that come right up to me to greet me in the spring & summer times...We have 2 cats, & then ended up taking in 3 more that suely would have perished by now had they not had me to come to...So I consider myself a self proclaimed Saint as Saint Andrew was to the wildlife of his time...Right now I'm feeling depressed, for this time of the year is always difficult for me, & my illnesses slowly progress, stealing from me the time I love to commune closely with God flying my PPC...But I am here, & hopefully with the fellowship of 3 or more gathered in his name I may commune in the name of God with all of you here...May God Bless & watch over everyone of you, for as Ken is a Prophet, I walk with my cane as Moses did with his, & until my end when Christ calls me I believe God is deep within my sole & my job here is to care for his critters that greet me daily, & give me the strength at this time to go on, to help them survive...
Your Brother in arms in the name of Christ,
Marc Bialeck

clans · Joined: 07 Nov 2009 Posts: 15

Hello Mr. Bialeck,

It's good to see you on this forum. I'd like to thank-you for your service to your country. I'm Canadian, so that makes us good neighbours. There are two types of people that are truly my heros, missionaries and servicemen. You sir, are the lifeblood of freedom, and it's safe to say that not many of us would have walked in your shoes all well as you. It seems to me that you are the type of person that perserveers. Thanks again. Don't give up on people --- even though we don't act like it, we are God's image!

I've only been on this forum once before. It's kind of new to me. I'll likely be on the "sidelines" for awhile getting used to things. My job offers overtime, so often I get home later. However like you, I appreciate the opportunity to communicate in this "forum" manner. No doubt, God is pleased in seeing His children gathering like this.

You mentioned that this isn't really your favourite time of year. You're not alone here -- many people feel like that. I talked to a co-worker today who actually gets quite upset about Christmas. He's catholic, and loves the Lord, but he doesn't like the pressure Christmas places on him --- says it's counter-productive and unnecessary. I don't really agree. I think Christ is pleased that people all over the planet are celebrating His arrival to earth -- even though it is what it is. So, I suggested to him to "cheer-up", --- after all, we're all in this together!!

We have every reason to be cheerful, --- (let me quote a friend of mine).
Jesus is Coming, Period !
clans

fedesco · Joined: 09 Jul 2008 Posts: 246

Hello Brother Bialeck, ,

You made my day this coming again.Poor me and a Refugee and you took off your busy time to say thanks to me I am very very much proud of you.You are a great man and thanks for protecting your country America and the American people.

You are a very humble man and indeed thanks so much and I want us to be friends for ever and thanks so much and many thanks to you.Many people of your type do not care for the poor and the refugee and they even do not want to know about the less but you are a great man of God.Thanks.

Well, you talk about you wish I could have met you 20 years ago and indeed you really going to help me rebuild but I want you to note that your words are very helpful and indeed you are very kind by even writing me.Our God will make away and my most important desire here is to build the Orphanage home in my country Liberia some day when God is ready.

I came here this morning to work and indeed I have time and I want to say thanks for writing me and many thanks to you so much.Right now I am praying that God should make away to buy a local made food so that the fatherless and motherless children will have some thing this Christmas and it is my prayer top God.

I am really really proud of you and I have been praying for you and thanks for the website you sent.You are a great person and very caring man and God lives in your heart.

I am very sure that one day you will visit Liberia as God can make away.Our God is able because our God has all that ewe want.John 3-27.He will protect you day and night and he will provide for you.

Thanks again for writing me and I am very excited that you did.I want you to note that you have done so much and thanks for help so many people and saving lives and many thanks to yo.I am very sure that you have many many more years to live and God will always guide you and protect you.Thanks for coming to this forum.

Clans I want to say thanks also for writing our brother and giving him his flower, good people good things and we do appreciate it.Please do pray for us and pray about the Orphanage that God will make it to be build and I am praying that very soon to go Liberia and start the building and I am very sure as long as God is in it nothing can stop building the orphanage.

Finally, may God bless you more and more.Please say hello to your wife.I was catholic when I was a child and indeed my parents especially my mother was a catholic too but now Iam a Baptist as my wife took me to Baptist .The power of women HA HA HA HA

Have a bless day.
Fedesco

Doc Savage · Joined: 16 Dec 2009 Posts: 56 Location: Adams, Wisconsin

God bless you Fedesco, & Clans...Your reply fills me with warmth...It makes me feel so blessed that there are people that so much care for others, regardless of their own trials & tribulations...Yes, it would be an honor if one day God sees fit to send me you're way...I may not be able to swing a hammer, or lift a 4x6 to help in the building but I could guide the physically stronger in what needs to be done...Brother Fedesco, across an ocean from me I pray that the good Lord above provides an intervention for your success in Liberia...God has intervened for decades in my life, to keep me from self harm, & harm from others...This be my last spoken words on my past, but I believe it would hold some relevance to this forum, & God above...I feel it is through some confession or testimony of ones self, that may help others who might be where I was so long ago...There was one point in time when I was 10, that I hated all the sin I saw before my eyes, that I got it in my head, maybe I wasn't meant to see...I tried with a chemical, carbon tetra chloride, which said could cause blindness, & and put it in my eyes, but it started burning so bad, that I began to rinse them out with water...So God did intervene at that time, & told me it was not what he wanted for me, so from that moment I never tried it again...Instead, I let all the bad & evil in this world that I lived among soak into my brain, so one day I could share with others how much Satan tries to sway us from the righteous path... All my life I have felt as though I was the Messiah, for the greater part of my years here, it was as though through site I felt the scourges, & the heavy weight of the cross upon my shoulders...Even our own government here has denied me Service Connection status, I am still being treated for what happened to me in the service...I have been fighting for 10 years now to get my service connection status, but when they sent me my 201 files, everything in them that would have substantiated my claims had either been blacked out with magic marker, or completely pulled from my records...When I first applied for that status, I thought I would have no problems, & the government would be behind me for what I endured for this country, & found it was so easy for me to get my disability through social security, & to this day have it still denied by our government...I was in awe, the first time I saw my 201 files, & my VA representative finally retired from his job, telling me that so many people that should not have gotten that status did, & the good people like me have to fight so hard to get it...So the forefathers that drew up the original constitution, never saw far enough ahead how laws would be made to disregard it's original intent...Ex: So many townships that use to put up beautiful nativity scenes were taken to court & ordered not to...At the stores we shop at, the employees there who use to be able to say Merry Christmas, are no longer able to say that...Now they can only say Happy Holidays...I always return with Merry Christmas, & may God Bless you...And Clans, from Canada, thank you also...Years ago I made friends with a small group of Canadians playing games on the internet...There are 4 in total, & 2 years in a row they came down to visit me & my wife, & my critters, & we out them up in our trailer home, without a second thought...There was Kevin, Cody, Shaun, & Rose...It was wonderful having them here, & they came from Canada, through Minnesota, to get here in Wisconsin...I see people so rarely these days, that it was a special treat to have them here...Funny, but my life, as Ken described a part of his, is that I've always been a loner, & except for my wife, who has seen for herself, that every time I've tried to make a friend, it never worked out, & it was just more people that wanted to try to take advantage of us, rather then true friendship...But loneliness has never fully set in me, for God has always sent his critters to me...If ever there was true friendship, God is in every cat, dog, squirrel, Rooster, Hen, etc. that he sent to me that I may protect them from the other wild animals that would look at them as food...So until I accidentally stumbled upon Brother Kens videos on U-Tube, I had pretty much given up on the human race...I watched his videos & then came to this forum through them...So Praise God who led me to his videos, & this forum, where I believe I actually am communing with others, sharing hardships, & the will to continue on...Other then the 1 flying lesson I had with an instructor, every time I fly, it is with me & God...I've looked so hard for someone to share the adventure with me, but it is as Footsteps in the sand...The steps weren't mine, but they were God's as he carried me...
Bless all of you here, & I pray that the Lord takes away the pain from those who are suffering here, & lacking the opportunity of laying of hands to console the sick & needy, I pray you all feel the healing warmth of the Father, The Son, & The Holy Ghost...Amen
Marc Bialeck